.....Taking a situation as unbiased as possible allows you to understand your environment, dealings, communications and circumstances for what they actually are. Therefore, inhibiting one to develop erroneous conclusions. This always leaves a window for learning, growth, and rapid-continuous improvement for oneself and what so ever you intend to affect......
Just reflecting on the time I have spent here and all that I am being exposed to. I wasted a lot of time(a good month) on utilizing this experienced with a filtered perspective. Id rather not off load the blame anywhere but own the responsibility to do better because I know better at this point.
Ok let me get to the point. Hahahahaha.
So yea I arrived to the country about a month ago and what was on my mind is "this experience is going to change me and I'm supposed to be here for a greater purpose that is beyond my understanding". So subconsciously focused on trying to control what I think I'm supposed to be doing rather than just letting things run its course (call it a slight case of the messiah complex hahahaha). Do I think possessing a messiah complex is bad. no not really. Everyone should think of themselves as having something extremely important to do with their lives every morning they are granted another day on this earth. I just think its a matter of finding balance. Because if your not careful it can turn into a selfish fulfillment and that's destructive.
But besides that I love it here!!!! its sooo beautiful
I started a bike riding here. these hills are no joke. lol.
RED SOIL!!!!!!! #eyegasm
Sometimes I get ahead of myself forgetting that since I'm still alive I inevitably still have LOADS AND LOADS TO LEARN. So I guess the month didn't go in vain and its not necessarily a 'waste' because most if not all things/situations have to go the way they will. It honestly depends on the person to maximize and accelerate on their journey. Until next time :-)